Old poem…breathe in

I walked alone today

Like almost everyday

Its not that I want someone

To walk with

I want to walk with you

Close to you

Almost invading your

Personal space

Just the way we both like it

It’s raining

And the rain makes me

Realize even more how

Alone I am on this day

My hood is up

I’m all wrapped up

I appear to be warm

But I’m frigid

As the raindrops just

Keep on falling

On the roof of my hood

There are leaves

Plastered on the ground

Most of them bright orange

And others yellow

The rain just keeps on

Pounding on them

Making them stick

To the ground even more

By the minute

The rain is the glue

That forces them to

Experience the earth

As they lie on the ground

Cold, wet, even soggy

They don’t budge

I often stop to wonder

Are they really content

Being stuck right up against

The ground and all its moisture

Suddenly I am jealous

They are experiencing life

Life that I may never get to know

I am jealous of their interaction

With the earth

I do not want

The plastered leaves all to myself

They are better left on the ground

To soak in whatever they’ve been missing

As the rain just keeps on pouring

They are better off lying there

Surrounded by other leaves

Just like them

No I do no want

The plastered leaves all to myself

I only want you to be as close to me

As the leaves are to the ground

I only want our love to be the glue

That not only sticks us together for now

But for always

I only want you to soak me up

As much the leaves are

soaking up the moisture from the sky

I only want

To have you right by my side

Stuck close to me

So you can see and feel

The intense love that I feel for you

And the beauty in my eyes

That maybe you’ve never seen before

~ by phirstclassace on October 21, 2008.

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